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“I’m not going to be home this weekend so you should just get laid.”
My best friend half- jokingly told me to get laid this weekend since she was going camping for two days. She knows I’m a virgin but has no idea about how much I’ve been questioning my choice. She knows I was supposed to hang out with the boy I like today. And this isn’t the first time she has jokingly suggested we bone. She actually says it a lot. She really wants to get me laid. I know she’s joking because she knows I’m really nervous about sex and wouldn’t pressure me like that. But I know my friend and I know she is partially serious and wants me to have sex with this boy like now. At this point I don’t think I would mind. BUT I WONT DO IT. I don’t know him well enough to give him my V and I don’t think he’d be the type to try this early. My friends have all told me that the first time is going to suck so I shouldn’t have any expectations and some have subtly suggested that I just get it over with. But this particular friend has told me flat out “the first time is going to be awful so just fucking do it. you like him, he likes you. get a condom and that’s all you need.” I love her to death and she has no idea how much I thought about what she said today.
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Holy Fuck it’s June!
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Today I seriously contemplated loosing my virginity just because. I partially just want to do it this summer.
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all this talk about sex is messin with my mind!!!!!!!
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Sometimes Ignorance IS Bliss.
So saturday night two of my best friends and I all squished into a full sized bed and went to sleep. Friend 1 has a crush on friend 2 and finally admitted so recently. Well friend 1 was wasted and was feeling friend 2 up…. while I was laying next to them. -_- At one point in the night I looked at them all cuddled up and thought to myself ‘aww they’re cute’ then i rolled over and went back to sleep….. The next day friend 2 told me that she was actually holding his hands to keep him under control. She also told me that had I not been there or had she been drunk enough he’d have gotten laid. ….. THANK THE HEAVENS SHE WAS SOBER!!!!! I can’t believe he was that drunk!!!! I can’t believe she even told me!!! I haven’t seen friend 1 since I found out and I kinda don’t really want to. I don’t think I’ll be able to look him in the face without letting him know that I know. (Im not sure if he’s aware that she told me or not) In any case its a weird situation.
